Well.. recently my friends kind of hav a small dispute.. bah.. not sure why we are not as close as we use to be.. must be the work and such.. sigh... society kills frenship!
I can't say tat i am living my life to fullest yet.. but i am very contended this past few weeks.. I really like the company.. All the supper ... making us fat... at least we are fat together haha!
Is quite funny tat when i am alone.. no one is out there with me.. when i need to be alone.. everyone suddenly pop out of nowhere!
Argh! Lately this person is getting SUPER ANNOYING! OMG! Sms-ing with tat person is very fraustrating. We were toking about one thing .. say buying phones.. and i am desperatly trying to explain about the phone which the person dun get what i am saying the past few msgs.. and you know wad the person reply? " I need to get baby stuff " .. which is totally irrelevant to what we tok about the past few msgs... Somemore the previous one i type until very long... Then i replied huh ? what baby stuff? .. Then the person reply " Those baby clothes loh"... WAH totally sound like i am not paying attention loh... ARGH! PEK CHEK-ed to death...
23.11.07
30.9.07
Single life
I know i know... i am suppose to be updating about my bday... I am juz not in the mood to do tat ok?... Seriously... i've got to admit... i miss BB... well not most of the time... is juz that... sometime i feel tat wouldn't it be great if we were still together? =.=' But wads done can't be undone... ( is there such a word undone? ) .... I hate myself... I hate my life... I juz feel like.. killin myself.... end this pathetic life of mine which has no significant at all..... I am so fuck up.
28.8.07
Story goes on and on and on?
Argh! i am so good at giving a irrelevant topic and i am proud of that haha! Oh god i dunno why i juz wan to like sigh and type about sad stuff whenever i logon to Blogger ( curse? ). As you all know my bday is coming.. and i've been trying very hard to get those ppl that i wan to meet from the day I ORD until now.. its like super hard to gather them! Its like you drop a basket of fruits and the watermelons and apples starts to roll down the hill and you are frantically trying to catch them. Argh darn fruits (i like apples and watermelons). So want to give up.
Sadly i feel that i am like worst than my rebound period? But sometimes its hard to let go... I need someone to tok to.. to listen to my rant and stuff .. basically juz let my forget my loneliness. But the ppl tat actually listen to me its getting lesser.. afterall they hav their own life.. What is there for me to do? I've did terrible things too.. so bad so bad.. Many times i told myself not to call.. in the end i still ended up calling... haiz... my bad =.=' Of coz there are ppl who actually listen.. but i... hav... no.... intrest.... well not really no intrest.. is juz.. the things that they say its totally irrelevant to my feelings and shit... argh! Juz throw me someone already!
(The above paragraph not really for you to read.. juz typing out wads on my mind!)
Lately.... I've betrayed my MANGA lover spirit... I read online comic... There! OMG i can feel all the manga lovers spitting on my face now.. ( or is it rain? I left my window open =.=') But its hard to keep a series of comic! They will go on and on ( in a good way ) about 20++ books! And worst! Darn 7% GST make the comic book now 5.50 instead of 5.00! Last time i remember when i bought my first comic its like 3.80? then become 4.50 during my secondary school.. then 4.80 near my sec 3 then 5.00 at the end of my secondary.. and now its like 5.50? Its really draining my money ( in a good way ) ! So now unless its a good author i won't go and collect the comic.. and instead ... *sob* i read online..... sad but the good thing is .. they are faster!
Seriously i still haven done alot of things! AHHHHH alot alot alot of things... and i am darn lazy to do it... ( must be the weather.. or not ) I know its very important.. but then i juz can't bring myself to go and do it.. WHATS THE PROBLEM WITH ME!!! I am not like that last time ( i think so )... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!! I so need to get my life on track again ( yes my life is off the track now ) ...
Sadly i feel that i am like worst than my rebound period? But sometimes its hard to let go... I need someone to tok to.. to listen to my rant and stuff .. basically juz let my forget my loneliness. But the ppl tat actually listen to me its getting lesser.. afterall they hav their own life.. What is there for me to do? I've did terrible things too.. so bad so bad.. Many times i told myself not to call.. in the end i still ended up calling... haiz... my bad =.=' Of coz there are ppl who actually listen.. but i... hav... no.... intrest.... well not really no intrest.. is juz.. the things that they say its totally irrelevant to my feelings and shit... argh! Juz throw me someone already!
(The above paragraph not really for you to read.. juz typing out wads on my mind!)
Lately.... I've betrayed my MANGA lover spirit... I read online comic... There! OMG i can feel all the manga lovers spitting on my face now.. ( or is it rain? I left my window open =.=') But its hard to keep a series of comic! They will go on and on ( in a good way ) about 20++ books! And worst! Darn 7% GST make the comic book now 5.50 instead of 5.00! Last time i remember when i bought my first comic its like 3.80? then become 4.50 during my secondary school.. then 4.80 near my sec 3 then 5.00 at the end of my secondary.. and now its like 5.50? Its really draining my money ( in a good way ) ! So now unless its a good author i won't go and collect the comic.. and instead ... *sob* i read online..... sad but the good thing is .. they are faster!
Seriously i still haven done alot of things! AHHHHH alot alot alot of things... and i am darn lazy to do it... ( must be the weather.. or not ) I know its very important.. but then i juz can't bring myself to go and do it.. WHATS THE PROBLEM WITH ME!!! I am not like that last time ( i think so )... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!! I so need to get my life on track again ( yes my life is off the track now ) ...
5.8.07
The truth is.... (random)
I have always thought of things to type out on my blog... seriously! Lots of lots of them... but when i finally get myself to logon to BLOGGER.. and my mind went.. BLANK! Yes now i am typing this becoz my mind went blank... i can't remember wad i am suppose to type out... which is like sad.
Argh! I hate my keyboard... you know the backspace? Normally its as big as the shift button.. but mine is like the same size as the normal letters.. and I KEEP HITTING INSERT instead of the BACKSPACE! COZ IS LIKE FREAKING SMALL! Either i am goin to type better or i burn my keyboard.... case close.
Sigh i felt more lonely than ever recently... one of the reason .. i am afraid.. afraid of wad? Afraid of being alone.. which makes me so ... jumpy.. and paranoid... *sigh*
Come to think of it ... is there anyone out there tat actually read my blog? =.=''
OH GOD MY BDAY COMING...
Argh! I hate my keyboard... you know the backspace? Normally its as big as the shift button.. but mine is like the same size as the normal letters.. and I KEEP HITTING INSERT instead of the BACKSPACE! COZ IS LIKE FREAKING SMALL! Either i am goin to type better or i burn my keyboard.... case close.
Sigh i felt more lonely than ever recently... one of the reason .. i am afraid.. afraid of wad? Afraid of being alone.. which makes me so ... jumpy.. and paranoid... *sigh*
Come to think of it ... is there anyone out there tat actually read my blog? =.=''
OH GOD MY BDAY COMING...
24.7.07
Me to the world
Turning 21 in like 2 months time? And I've already booked my chalet.. Then come the question.... Who should i invite? I've got the usuals ready... should i like invite my sec fren who is out of the big group? Army fren? Working fren? And some fren tat i juz happen to know? I know it will be weird to mix so many diff ppl.. and not to mention tat the big groups nazi like behaviour... sigh its such a headache..
Inviting ppl aside.. I am goin to hav themes for my bday! I've got only one in mind now...
- Casino Royale
All shall dress like they goin to casino! Or the workers in casino! Then we can like play BBQ roulette? We get to BBQ random food! And lao sai all the way!
Hows that? Actually thats all i can think of =.=' which is kind of sad consider that i am suppose to be "creative"
Its been raining this few days.. Then this question struck me.. Is there someone out there worried that i am caught in the rain now? I wish i knew.....
Inviting ppl aside.. I am goin to hav themes for my bday! I've got only one in mind now...
- Casino Royale
All shall dress like they goin to casino! Or the workers in casino! Then we can like play BBQ roulette? We get to BBQ random food! And lao sai all the way!
Hows that? Actually thats all i can think of =.=' which is kind of sad consider that i am suppose to be "creative"
Its been raining this few days.. Then this question struck me.. Is there someone out there worried that i am caught in the rain now? I wish i knew.....
Subtle hint
*Sigh* Note to self. Put yourself into other people's shoes before you say or do something.
27.6.07
er... no title?
Sorry for changing my blog url again again.. Haha i err... am moody! Unlike wendy of coz.. she delete the WHOLE blog instead haha... Soo... lets get on with whatever shit tat i wan to say.. and of coz.. pictures!
MOS feat. Dcguild + DL
DCguild actually when clubbing together an outing DL-clan neber did.. As jasmine is feeling very clubbing mood.. Dcguild went MOS again! PLus me of coz.. I as an outsider shall report the fling , the flirt and the free orange juice mixer.
Again like every other outing.. ALL LATE! Gabriel was with his fren at some pub.. Gwen see me still online so she slowpoke thinking since i will be late she can afford to be more late.. which actually i am already outside waiting for them at the MRT ( I left my com on ) Derek.. still ok.. at least he wore matching clothing .. i give credit for tat. Jasmine in the end she say she wait for us outside MOS.. Argh! She with frenz loh! Oh we suppose to wear white btw...
Finally all of us except Jasmine meet up.. then we start journey to MOS.. and we got lost like 4 times? And DEREK suggested we cut through the building which cant be access loh.. Argh.. finally we at MOS outside.. ALL GO TOILET! Hahaha we are like the Kings and queens Mafan-ness.. Then when we meet up with jasmine.. she wear black loh! She say is the vest inside is white.. but .. the vest like cover the almost all loh.. Derek was right... He mentioned .. " Jas sure wear something different one to get the attention " ... again i give credit for his accurate prediction.
We head into the club.. and.. the crowd is like.. =.='' .. We found a place to sit down.. and they are like.. there? Argh! They dun wan to use the drink tix loh... so no choice i got to start ball rolling.. i ordered 1 jug of redbull vodka (sucky)and share with them.. OMG! haha damn sad.. the table 1 jug! And we start picture whoring...
Gwen can't believe Jas wear black...
Gwen actually not very good with cameras.. she either close her eyes.. eyes close half.. or chou pic... So i force her to smile and dun blink for 1 min then i take pic..
Ahh.. tats better..
An innocent Derek
A horny Gab
Oh god! 5 ppl share 1 jug and they are this drunk?
Derek sense something...
Colourful drinks!
Arggh... the drinks sucks btw .. but ok la after a few drinks.. all let loose liao so before go to the dancefloor.. ( Meikuan join us liao ) Last few pictures..
I am not drunk
Like i said i am not drunk..
See told you...
So we head to dance floor at the R&B there.. we manage to squeeze into the stage there... then we see a bunch of girls shaking like I-gallop! Let me show u..
Get it?
So as we shake it to the left and right.. suddenly got this obviously drunk guy dance beside Gwen.. and start to BUAH her.. haha Damn farni la.. we all like stay one side and look hahaha! Then she helplessly shake her head and mouth the word no haha then when the drunk guy got the msg he go BUAH Meikuan.. haha he is barking on the wrong tree loh.. Then Meikuan grab me and dance haha then he not choice go shake himself..
I mentioned Jas got her frenz around rite? And they give her free drinks.. and they give us.. Orange juice loh.. haha i happily drinking i go like.. "eh? Is this peel fresh?" Oh oh.. you know when like the DJ change the music to other one and its nice and everyone in the club will go like " woooooooooooooooo" in high pitch .. So derek was telling me we should go "ahhhhh" infront of random ppl when the music change.. and i am like ok tats fun.. so when this guy walk pass and the music change i picture we do this...
But sadly...
Derek left me alone loh! Only i do! Shit ass.. the guy shock la! We faster walk away haha! Thats all.. after we use our drink tix and full of orange juice in our stomach we went home at around 3-4 bah.. Its totally how i imagined .. clubbing with Dcguild.
PLAY! Feat. DWD
Wendy book the tix to Play! If you are wondering wad PLAY! Its actually an orchestra playing the music of different games! How exciting is tat? Very. So we met at 11 at bugis coz derek wanted to shop and i dun wan to mention tat i am late.. In the end we ended taking lovegetty! And picture whoring ourselves..
Long waited..DWD!
So we walk and laf and eat.. finally is 2 pm liao so we went esplanade to PLAY!
Are you ready?
You know wad we saw there? Mascot of blue dragon! An upcoming title for the xbox 360.
Blue dragon
Derek rpg
Wendy like it!
RPG!
Haha we kept teasing the dragon loh.. then we ask like are you thirsty or wan to go toilet and stuff haha.. Wah! The ppl there is like fuck la! Coz we use derek's digicam to take pic.. so we view the pic with his digicam.. then this CB girl come to us and say " pls refrain from taking pictures or else we need to ask you to leave".. Wah lan! I haven explain loh then she walk away.. She think she wad? Matrix fuck shit? Think its cool to hav walkie and walk around commanding ppl? Try joining the army bitch. Leaving the bitch aside.. PLAY! Was great! They start off with.. MARIO! AHHHHHH so nice! I almost forgot the music when Mario inside the water stage loh.. so peacful... they also show footage of the game loh.. ahh brings back memories... They played alot of other pieces.. like Metal gear solid.. Shen mue.. KINGDOM HEARTS (my fav) FINAL FANTASY.. And got this jap music composer for one of the game came.. and he sing a song tat all dunno one lolz! He self high loh.. Singaporean.. all shy la haha.. so finally the PLAY! ended.. then the conductor when inside.. actually rite you shout encore.. then they will play another time one.. but the crowd didn't and derek say something farni.. " I don't think the crowd know tat we can get another song" haha I laughed.. Then the conductor come out after 3 of us tried to shout encore.. hhaha damn farni..
We are done with play!.. Go back cityhall.. we saw Chiang hui! haha they meeting up for Fantastic four movie loh.. haha we caught each other red handed goin out without each other haha and is picture time..
pic
pic pic
wendy and derek trying to figure how to explain to chiang hui...
I got bored..
So we waiting for dennis and jh .. and we go liao leaving the other group for their movies... haha fruitful day..
PS: I hate mrt ppl.. got this girl she refuse to move loh.. then infront all squeeze like mad..
This girl.. got see the poor ppl infront?
And she got TAT much space behind loh.. Idiot..
PSPS: i like this pic..
M&M heart..
MOS feat. Dcguild + DL
DCguild actually when clubbing together an outing DL-clan neber did.. As jasmine is feeling very clubbing mood.. Dcguild went MOS again! PLus me of coz.. I as an outsider shall report the fling , the flirt and the free orange juice mixer.
Again like every other outing.. ALL LATE! Gabriel was with his fren at some pub.. Gwen see me still online so she slowpoke thinking since i will be late she can afford to be more late.. which actually i am already outside waiting for them at the MRT ( I left my com on ) Derek.. still ok.. at least he wore matching clothing .. i give credit for tat. Jasmine in the end she say she wait for us outside MOS.. Argh! She with frenz loh! Oh we suppose to wear white btw...
Finally all of us except Jasmine meet up.. then we start journey to MOS.. and we got lost like 4 times? And DEREK suggested we cut through the building which cant be access loh.. Argh.. finally we at MOS outside.. ALL GO TOILET! Hahaha we are like the Kings and queens Mafan-ness.. Then when we meet up with jasmine.. she wear black loh! She say is the vest inside is white.. but .. the vest like cover the almost all loh.. Derek was right... He mentioned .. " Jas sure wear something different one to get the attention " ... again i give credit for his accurate prediction.
We head into the club.. and.. the crowd is like.. =.='' .. We found a place to sit down.. and they are like.. there? Argh! They dun wan to use the drink tix loh... so no choice i got to start ball rolling.. i ordered 1 jug of redbull vodka (sucky)and share with them.. OMG! haha damn sad.. the table 1 jug! And we start picture whoring...
Gwen can't believe Jas wear black...
Gwen actually not very good with cameras.. she either close her eyes.. eyes close half.. or chou pic... So i force her to smile and dun blink for 1 min then i take pic..
Ahh.. tats better..
An innocent Derek
A horny Gab
Oh god! 5 ppl share 1 jug and they are this drunk?
Derek sense something...
Colourful drinks!
Arggh... the drinks sucks btw .. but ok la after a few drinks.. all let loose liao so before go to the dancefloor.. ( Meikuan join us liao ) Last few pictures..
I am not drunk
Like i said i am not drunk..
See told you...
So we head to dance floor at the R&B there.. we manage to squeeze into the stage there... then we see a bunch of girls shaking like I-gallop! Let me show u..
Get it?
So as we shake it to the left and right.. suddenly got this obviously drunk guy dance beside Gwen.. and start to BUAH her.. haha Damn farni la.. we all like stay one side and look hahaha! Then she helplessly shake her head and mouth the word no haha then when the drunk guy got the msg he go BUAH Meikuan.. haha he is barking on the wrong tree loh.. Then Meikuan grab me and dance haha then he not choice go shake himself..
I mentioned Jas got her frenz around rite? And they give her free drinks.. and they give us.. Orange juice loh.. haha i happily drinking i go like.. "eh? Is this peel fresh?" Oh oh.. you know when like the DJ change the music to other one and its nice and everyone in the club will go like " woooooooooooooooo" in high pitch .. So derek was telling me we should go "ahhhhh" infront of random ppl when the music change.. and i am like ok tats fun.. so when this guy walk pass and the music change i picture we do this...
But sadly...
Derek left me alone loh! Only i do! Shit ass.. the guy shock la! We faster walk away haha! Thats all.. after we use our drink tix and full of orange juice in our stomach we went home at around 3-4 bah.. Its totally how i imagined .. clubbing with Dcguild.
PLAY! Feat. DWD
Wendy book the tix to Play! If you are wondering wad PLAY! Its actually an orchestra playing the music of different games! How exciting is tat? Very. So we met at 11 at bugis coz derek wanted to shop and i dun wan to mention tat i am late.. In the end we ended taking lovegetty! And picture whoring ourselves..
Long waited..DWD!
So we walk and laf and eat.. finally is 2 pm liao so we went esplanade to PLAY!
Are you ready?
You know wad we saw there? Mascot of blue dragon! An upcoming title for the xbox 360.
Blue dragon
Derek rpg
Wendy like it!
RPG!
Haha we kept teasing the dragon loh.. then we ask like are you thirsty or wan to go toilet and stuff haha.. Wah! The ppl there is like fuck la! Coz we use derek's digicam to take pic.. so we view the pic with his digicam.. then this CB girl come to us and say " pls refrain from taking pictures or else we need to ask you to leave".. Wah lan! I haven explain loh then she walk away.. She think she wad? Matrix fuck shit? Think its cool to hav walkie and walk around commanding ppl? Try joining the army bitch. Leaving the bitch aside.. PLAY! Was great! They start off with.. MARIO! AHHHHHH so nice! I almost forgot the music when Mario inside the water stage loh.. so peacful... they also show footage of the game loh.. ahh brings back memories... They played alot of other pieces.. like Metal gear solid.. Shen mue.. KINGDOM HEARTS (my fav) FINAL FANTASY.. And got this jap music composer for one of the game came.. and he sing a song tat all dunno one lolz! He self high loh.. Singaporean.. all shy la haha.. so finally the PLAY! ended.. then the conductor when inside.. actually rite you shout encore.. then they will play another time one.. but the crowd didn't and derek say something farni.. " I don't think the crowd know tat we can get another song" haha I laughed.. Then the conductor come out after 3 of us tried to shout encore.. hhaha damn farni..
We are done with play!.. Go back cityhall.. we saw Chiang hui! haha they meeting up for Fantastic four movie loh.. haha we caught each other red handed goin out without each other haha and is picture time..
pic
pic pic
wendy and derek trying to figure how to explain to chiang hui...
I got bored..
So we waiting for dennis and jh .. and we go liao leaving the other group for their movies... haha fruitful day..
PS: I hate mrt ppl.. got this girl she refuse to move loh.. then infront all squeeze like mad..
This girl.. got see the poor ppl infront?
And she got TAT much space behind loh.. Idiot..
PSPS: i like this pic..
M&M heart..
21.5.07
Bored?
Hmm i haven been updating my blog? Thats like..... normal? Noting to blog about actually.. juz work? I really hope i can get more money! MONEY MONEY MONEY! I really hav urges to buy stuff.. lots of stuff...reallly very very itchy hand. I can accompany ppl go buy stuff then in the end i buy more than the person that suppose to buy stuff! Incredible isn't it? Its like magic i tell ya! Haiz work isn't fun anymore i guess... i think they hate me... i am a zombie soon...
14.5.07
The world is advantage...
I've got to admit it .. its the truth... I myself is in the chain of using ppl and got use by ppl.. now i think back.. i guess everything leads to me.. so i am like the cause of everything? Or am i juz the guy who happens to be there at the right time and place? Suddenly .. the single life world turns a little bitter than usual...
12.5.07
OUT BREAKS FROM HELL!
ARGH! ITS BEEN SO LONG I HAD SUCH SERVE PIMPLE OUT BREAKS! ahhh! CRAZY! And i thought i am getting better.. left with big pores... i guess... big pores .. comes big pimples! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh i think is my hair's fault... before i cut my hair.. nuting happen... i dun think i will ever cut it again! (see first)
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