26.3.05

Lonely freak!

I don't know what to say... I just can't gather enough courage to face my friends.. bah! As long they happy can le lah. Base on their blog and everything seems like they are doing fine keke.. having lots of fun yar? =) Everyone happy can le. Right?

Wants to eat ramen.
*Radio now playing very old song of Wacko Jacko .. "Rememeber time" hehe thats all i can do now*

24.3.05

2 weeks of NS MADNESS!

I recruit Lim Teck Hou , Derrick reporting for updates sir (madam)!
*From my NS journal*
11 03 2005
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Decided to post a short farewell msg for my frenz. In the beginning I didn't want them to know about me being enlisted and decided to disappear in to the thin air. Yah I know .. I am very bad.. but I got say sorry ok!? Obviously my Liang xin come in. So I posted a very short short msg telling them Ah Lim going to ns le! Don't know whether they will piss off or just heck care...

Strangely I don't feel anything about getting enlisted or going to tekong except for BB. Garett accompanied me to get my hair cut.. damn tat barber purposely left one portion of my hair loh... anyway the end result is BOTAK LIM! So Garret suppose to be my relative (who is not) and the funny thing is that the army like bring him around the camp trying to show that I am save in their hands , I even need to hand him the number to call if there is an emergency formally leh... Oh well i am glad that he is there didn't want my family or BB to come ...

After seeing Garret back , I got my boots and everything and we double check it .. ARMY style! Everyting must be quick .. "1 pair of boots!" then must raise ur boots if not " Why so slow? Fucking chee bye!" typical army tekan style. Unfortunately I am in Platoon 4 which means I need to climb all the way up to level 5 with my 2 heavy boots and whatever things was given including 1 big bag. Madness! I did manage to climb all the way up to level 5 along with my platoon mates. But then got this special guy... lets call him forest gump FG to be short (FG is not equal to Faggot) he very blur loh.. he cannot manage to carry everything.. the sargent see liao also xim tia let him take elevator up. And then when we at level 5 we must try everything items on to see if it fits us not.. then FG like put everything on the ground staring at the items trying to find the particular item the sargent ask us to try on... The sargent see liao xim tia then shouted " Someone please help FG! " ... then when he found the trouser he try to squeeze in even though it is the wrong size , with one leg in and one leg out he did a little twirl with half of his butt exposed. Then I stare at him then look at the guy beside me (jun hong) and smile abit with him then carry on my things... The sargent see liao also smile abit then shouted " EH! FG! Stop making a fool of yourself!" hahhaha i really want laugh leh.. but then he really needs help la .. so i control myself... anyway after everything he was transfered to other platoon because of his age??


Lights out at 22:30

BB I miss you .....
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12 03 2005
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-coming-

11.3.05

NS!

Yes.. i am going to ns! erm.. about 5 hrs from now i will be in tekong camp for my BMT .. and i might meet gabriel there or something. Sooo... the question .. aren't i suppose to be studying? Hey you know wad? i am not! I quitted school long ago.. reason? Simple.. my family falling apart.. and simply can't support me to go school ... so.... here i am typing in my soon to be dead blog telling you that i am going NS! MWahahaa.. sorry frenz.. sorry DWD.. there are times tat i really wan to tell u my problems.. but hell i shouldn't trouble you all with my silly porblems ... hey.. at least you know now .
If given the chance i would like to spent time with you guys.. hehehe maybe next time .. when my hair not botak liao... Until now i still feel bad for not going to wadever outings there is.. be it the drum session... or gab's farewell party.. like i said .. i hav things to do.. i am really sorry .. i really care about u guys.. take care ok? Woo hoo! tekong here i go!

3.3.05

Things in life.

One of the many things i learn in life is to let go. Why am i still holding on when others had already gone so far? I should let go. Maybe everyone will be happy.. no corrections everyone definitly will be happy.
Thanks