ORD and such

I really dunno wad to do. (now got fireworks) Seriously, dun say go study becoz i am not finacially capable of tat! Dun say my family will do.. coz i know my family.. they won't.. So the option? Work.. but wad can i work as? I am really afraid realli realli afraid.. how am i going to pay bills? Also dun say if know like tat u shouldn't hav quit school.. I am going tru tought times really really tough times i hate my family seriously i really hate em.. They are so broken.. its as fine as sand.. I had my reasons... and you are not there to witness it ..

Crazy it is... My family is infamous for affair and divorce.. in fact all of em divorce at least once.. and my mother not really my mother she is my aunt.. my real father? I called him uncle... my real mother? i dunno... she ran away when i was young. 20 years i am living tru this shit.. and my poly days were the shitiest.

Recently quarrel with BB like mad.. its not making me feel better...

Seriously? I am had been damned tats for sure...

My phone and I

My phone is crazy! Juz like me! Currently i can't upload pics from my phone to my com! I feel crippled! So many pictures man.... tats like sucky la! Later is sort of DL-clan outing? I hope jie hui can make it... is like dunno when neber DL-clan liao..

Dragon and such

Hey! Guess what? I am ORD-ing soon! And you know what? I am about to usher to the cold hard world! Isn't that exciting? I bet it is! Ahhhh can't beat anything like get stabbed in back or get spitted on the face! I am sure everyone is looking forward to tat! (=.=')

I really hope i can go back to study and you know.. do the things tat i want to do like last time... like playing with photoshop....



I only colour and do the effect.. the dragon.. not i draw one haha..

And i can dye hair!



AND MOST OF ALL KEEP LONG HAIR!!!!!!!!!!



*sigh..*

I guess that won't happen.....

=.='

BLOGGER IS MAD!