Single life

I know i know... i am suppose to be updating about my bday... I am juz not in the mood to do tat ok?... Seriously... i've got to admit... i miss BB... well not most of the time... is juz that... sometime i feel tat wouldn't it be great if we were still together? =.=' But wads done can't be undone... ( is there such a word undone? ) .... I hate myself... I hate my life... I juz feel like.. killin myself.... end this pathetic life of mine which has no significant at all..... I am so fuck up.