Story goes on and on and on?

Argh! i am so good at giving a irrelevant topic and i am proud of that haha! Oh god i dunno why i juz wan to like sigh and type about sad stuff whenever i logon to Blogger ( curse? ). As you all know my bday is coming.. and i've been trying very hard to get those ppl that i wan to meet from the day I ORD until now.. its like super hard to gather them! Its like you drop a basket of fruits and the watermelons and apples starts to roll down the hill and you are frantically trying to catch them. Argh darn fruits (i like apples and watermelons). So want to give up.

Sadly i feel that i am like worst than my rebound period? But sometimes its hard to let go... I need someone to tok to.. to listen to my rant and stuff .. basically juz let my forget my loneliness. But the ppl tat actually listen to me its getting lesser.. afterall they hav their own life.. What is there for me to do? I've did terrible things too.. so bad so bad.. Many times i told myself not to call.. in the end i still ended up calling... haiz... my bad =.=' Of coz there are ppl who actually listen.. but i... hav... no.... intrest.... well not really no intrest.. is juz.. the things that they say its totally irrelevant to my feelings and shit... argh! Juz throw me someone already!

(The above paragraph not really for you to read.. juz typing out wads on my mind!)

Lately.... I've betrayed my MANGA lover spirit... I read online comic... There! OMG i can feel all the manga lovers spitting on my face now.. ( or is it rain? I left my window open =.=') But its hard to keep a series of comic! They will go on and on ( in a good way ) about 20++ books! And worst! Darn 7% GST make the comic book now 5.50 instead of 5.00! Last time i remember when i bought my first comic its like 3.80? then become 4.50 during my secondary school.. then 4.80 near my sec 3 then 5.00 at the end of my secondary.. and now its like 5.50? Its really draining my money ( in a good way ) ! So now unless its a good author i won't go and collect the comic.. and instead ... *sob* i read online..... sad but the good thing is .. they are faster!

Seriously i still haven done alot of things! AHHHHH alot alot alot of things... and i am darn lazy to do it... ( must be the weather.. or not ) I know its very important.. but then i juz can't bring myself to go and do it.. WHATS THE PROBLEM WITH ME!!! I am not like that last time ( i think so )... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!! I so need to get my life on track again ( yes my life is off the track now ) ...