25.2.07

ORD and such

I really dunno wad to do. (now got fireworks) Seriously, dun say go study becoz i am not finacially capable of tat! Dun say my family will do.. coz i know my family.. they won't.. So the option? Work.. but wad can i work as? I am really afraid realli realli afraid.. how am i going to pay bills? Also dun say if know like tat u shouldn't hav quit school.. I am going tru tought times really really tough times i hate my family seriously i really hate em.. They are so broken.. its as fine as sand.. I had my reasons... and you are not there to witness it ..

Crazy it is... My family is infamous for affair and divorce.. in fact all of em divorce at least once.. and my mother not really my mother she is my aunt.. my real father? I called him uncle... my real mother? i dunno... she ran away when i was young. 20 years i am living tru this shit.. and my poly days were the shitiest.

Recently quarrel with BB like mad.. its not making me feel better...

Seriously? I am had been damned tats for sure...

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