5.3.07
4.3.07
Jobless me and drunken me
Officially! i vomit! AHH VOMIT WHILE DRINKING! Shitty ass my record is not clean anymore! I am stained... =.='
And i am still jobless *sigh*
And i am still jobless *sigh*
25.2.07
ORD and such
I really dunno wad to do. (now got fireworks) Seriously, dun say go study becoz i am not finacially capable of tat! Dun say my family will do.. coz i know my family.. they won't.. So the option? Work.. but wad can i work as? I am really afraid realli realli afraid.. how am i going to pay bills? Also dun say if know like tat u shouldn't hav quit school.. I am going tru tought times really really tough times i hate my family seriously i really hate em.. They are so broken.. its as fine as sand.. I had my reasons... and you are not there to witness it ..
Crazy it is... My family is infamous for affair and divorce.. in fact all of em divorce at least once.. and my mother not really my mother she is my aunt.. my real father? I called him uncle... my real mother? i dunno... she ran away when i was young. 20 years i am living tru this shit.. and my poly days were the shitiest.
Recently quarrel with BB like mad.. its not making me feel better...
Seriously? I am had been damned tats for sure...
Crazy it is... My family is infamous for affair and divorce.. in fact all of em divorce at least once.. and my mother not really my mother she is my aunt.. my real father? I called him uncle... my real mother? i dunno... she ran away when i was young. 20 years i am living tru this shit.. and my poly days were the shitiest.
Recently quarrel with BB like mad.. its not making me feel better...
Seriously? I am had been damned tats for sure...
24.2.07
My phone and I
My phone is crazy! Juz like me! Currently i can't upload pics from my phone to my com! I feel crippled! So many pictures man.... tats like sucky la! Later is sort of DL-clan outing? I hope jie hui can make it... is like dunno when neber DL-clan liao..
5.2.07
Dragon and such
Hey! Guess what? I am ORD-ing soon! And you know what? I am about to usher to the cold hard world! Isn't that exciting? I bet it is! Ahhhh can't beat anything like get stabbed in back or get spitted on the face! I am sure everyone is looking forward to tat! (=.=')
I really hope i can go back to study and you know.. do the things tat i want to do like last time... like playing with photoshop....
I only colour and do the effect.. the dragon.. not i draw one haha..
And i can dye hair!
AND MOST OF ALL KEEP LONG HAIR!!!!!!!!!!
*sigh..*
I guess that won't happen.....
I really hope i can go back to study and you know.. do the things tat i want to do like last time... like playing with photoshop....
I only colour and do the effect.. the dragon.. not i draw one haha..
And i can dye hair!
AND MOST OF ALL KEEP LONG HAIR!!!!!!!!!!
*sigh..*
I guess that won't happen.....
1.2.07
20.1.07
Monster
Before you watch the clip.. pls remember tat .. at tat time we were 18.. and our madness is off the chart! Derek cover his face coz he try not to laugh.. coz wendy la wan to spin her head then make her hair fly.... ENJOY!
17.1.07
FUCKED
Its been 2 years ++.. wad happened? Lots of things happen. I just feel like ending my life.. right here and now.. seriously. Whats wrong whats wrong whats wrong! I am going crazy.. I don't want it to end.. but its the only sanctuary. I dun wan to leave you.. i can't imagine my days without you.. and i dun wan to hurt you.. but i seems like staying with you will hurt you more.. so FUCKED UP !
Someone pls kill me....
I am serious..
Someone pls kill me....
I am serious..
16.1.07
14.1.07
RANT and Such
Hey! Before you knew it.. its goodbye 2006 helllooooooooo 2007 and of coz its gabriel's birthday today! Happy birthday gab.. well is not like he read my blog. His birthday treat cost a bomb.. he bring in his gaming friends.. BMT mates.. unit mates... sec school mates (tats us) and some other ppl which i dunno.. in fact i duno 3/4 of em! Is total madness.
After the dinner .... he went DOTA-in with his frenz.. and we all sneak into his house and surprise him there when he return from dota! I think we are nice... And we drink the night away! We played 21 and daidee.. i won 8 bucks! So shock that we actually paying real money coz normally we too paiseh to take and VOID the whole thing! And gabriel poured BARCARDI PEACH in my ear.. THANKS! =.='
Anyway its already 2007 and i am still a bum.. there lots of things on my hand and chose to escape... i kind of sick of it but i can't gather enought courage to face it. *sigh* Sometimes i wish i'll juz sleep everything away! ( i've been doin so .. tats why there are lots of shit beside my bed)
Oh here are some words for my frenz....
Gabriel- Stop KS-ing us! You are already 21! Go get married or something. Don't worry we will go to ur house with or without ur permission anyway since we like hav you sis HP no. , your house no. and ur parent's no. Thanks for all the food and hospitality and of cos sorry for all the mess.
Wendy- Wendy! Pls pls pls pls graduate and find a job tat totally require to zhor bo lan (do nuting) ( Tai tai not counted ) so DWD can carry on with the projects! And of coz more time to hav DWD meeting! Really really really really very very very very and i think very PEI FU ( impress ) that you can do all the things u had been doing with ur school .. church and work. Hope this year ur bday we can hav a tea party like wad u wanted! Fine i will wear like MAD hatter...
Derek- EH UR COM SUX! YOU LAZY! INSTALL WARCRAFT ALSO LAZY! Nice room though. We must do harder since wendy had been absent for the big group meetings! Have a safe trip to india! I hope the aunties there won't like abduct you using curry! You know u always been harressed by aunties and curries. 2008 destination JAPAN!
Kelvin- This year 21 liao! Better treat us bday ok? Coz u like never treat b4! I expect party and booze all night long! Maybe dota also can. Don't solo bottom liao.. sometimes you need my help to kill =X ehhh i think you owe derek $15. Oh hope catch you who u've been sending lovey dovey sms with!
Chiang Hui- Hope you do well for you exam! I think triple A is not a problem.. ( i thought oni hav A++) Of coz i will jio you for dota! Do organise more outings! I am like really lazy to do tat MWAHAHAHAHAHA!
Jie Hui- HA! Goin to be sgt liao LUCKY I ORD ! You can't do anything to me! NEVER EVER! I hope u kena DEREK AS UR MEN! Sure make you sign xtra like siao! Don't think so much about ehh i dunno juz dun think so much! Or else ur flower won't grow back!
Dennis- AHHH! Stop spending too much! Control abit! You need to yang ( feed ) me until I die! I can't hav u go pok kai (broke) now... at least make me the reason tat you go pok kai! Don't smoke so much also! Bcoz i heard Goverment S had been earning lots of money from smokers! And they still raise GST! We cant hav tat now can we?
Sia heng- Eh why you batterfield raise rank so fast =.=' I don't wan to play liao. Haha hope you healthy tis year.. and ur the other lunge wont pang chek (collapse) but fear not! I will bring air pumper whenever go out with you! I am such a nice guy!
Jasmine- STOP CALLING ME EX LOVER! I wasnt ur lover in the first place! Stop farting also! Found job liao better work hard! Dont fart infront of boss also. Then stop ka jiao me! Go ka jiao DEREK! Wish you luck! Go flirt then promote fast!
Gwendolin- Don't say things tat shock everyone! Like yesterday! Then also don't keep saying anything when you don't wan to stay late and watch movie! Hahaha heard u patch back liao.. then wad about Ms J? She will be very lonely you know.. hahaha all the best!
Mei Kuan- Can don't keep touchin my chest? I got nuting ok! Wish you all the best with MAO MAO then dun keep go pak tor ( date ) with MAO MAO! Come join us go out.. you all kiss hold hand we all will cover one eye then look with another .. so don't worry!
To whoever tat i neber mention .. not tat you are not impt.. is juz tat i am lazy.. i wan to play game liao.. juz wish you all the best loh.. so tat you all can shower me with love and gifts! ( I insist ) ... SO 2007! FORWARD!
After the dinner .... he went DOTA-in with his frenz.. and we all sneak into his house and surprise him there when he return from dota! I think we are nice... And we drink the night away! We played 21 and daidee.. i won 8 bucks! So shock that we actually paying real money coz normally we too paiseh to take and VOID the whole thing! And gabriel poured BARCARDI PEACH in my ear.. THANKS! =.='
Anyway its already 2007 and i am still a bum.. there lots of things on my hand and chose to escape... i kind of sick of it but i can't gather enought courage to face it. *sigh* Sometimes i wish i'll juz sleep everything away! ( i've been doin so .. tats why there are lots of shit beside my bed)
Oh here are some words for my frenz....
Gabriel- Stop KS-ing us! You are already 21! Go get married or something. Don't worry we will go to ur house with or without ur permission anyway since we like hav you sis HP no. , your house no. and ur parent's no. Thanks for all the food and hospitality and of cos sorry for all the mess.
Wendy- Wendy! Pls pls pls pls graduate and find a job tat totally require to zhor bo lan (do nuting) ( Tai tai not counted ) so DWD can carry on with the projects! And of coz more time to hav DWD meeting! Really really really really very very very very and i think very PEI FU ( impress ) that you can do all the things u had been doing with ur school .. church and work. Hope this year ur bday we can hav a tea party like wad u wanted! Fine i will wear like MAD hatter...
Derek- EH UR COM SUX! YOU LAZY! INSTALL WARCRAFT ALSO LAZY! Nice room though. We must do harder since wendy had been absent for the big group meetings! Have a safe trip to india! I hope the aunties there won't like abduct you using curry! You know u always been harressed by aunties and curries. 2008 destination JAPAN!
Kelvin- This year 21 liao! Better treat us bday ok? Coz u like never treat b4! I expect party and booze all night long! Maybe dota also can. Don't solo bottom liao.. sometimes you need my help to kill =X ehhh i think you owe derek $15. Oh hope catch you who u've been sending lovey dovey sms with!
Chiang Hui- Hope you do well for you exam! I think triple A is not a problem.. ( i thought oni hav A++) Of coz i will jio you for dota! Do organise more outings! I am like really lazy to do tat MWAHAHAHAHAHA!
Jie Hui- HA! Goin to be sgt liao LUCKY I ORD ! You can't do anything to me! NEVER EVER! I hope u kena DEREK AS UR MEN! Sure make you sign xtra like siao! Don't think so much about ehh i dunno juz dun think so much! Or else ur flower won't grow back!
Dennis- AHHH! Stop spending too much! Control abit! You need to yang ( feed ) me until I die! I can't hav u go pok kai (broke) now... at least make me the reason tat you go pok kai! Don't smoke so much also! Bcoz i heard Goverment S had been earning lots of money from smokers! And they still raise GST! We cant hav tat now can we?
Sia heng- Eh why you batterfield raise rank so fast =.=' I don't wan to play liao. Haha hope you healthy tis year.. and ur the other lunge wont pang chek (collapse) but fear not! I will bring air pumper whenever go out with you! I am such a nice guy!
Jasmine- STOP CALLING ME EX LOVER! I wasnt ur lover in the first place! Stop farting also! Found job liao better work hard! Dont fart infront of boss also. Then stop ka jiao me! Go ka jiao DEREK! Wish you luck! Go flirt then promote fast!
Gwendolin- Don't say things tat shock everyone! Like yesterday! Then also don't keep saying anything when you don't wan to stay late and watch movie! Hahaha heard u patch back liao.. then wad about Ms J? She will be very lonely you know.. hahaha all the best!
Mei Kuan- Can don't keep touchin my chest? I got nuting ok! Wish you all the best with MAO MAO then dun keep go pak tor ( date ) with MAO MAO! Come join us go out.. you all kiss hold hand we all will cover one eye then look with another .. so don't worry!
To whoever tat i neber mention .. not tat you are not impt.. is juz tat i am lazy.. i wan to play game liao.. juz wish you all the best loh.. so tat you all can shower me with love and gifts! ( I insist ) ... SO 2007! FORWARD!
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